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im sorry

im sorry
im sorry for being this way
I don’t want it hurting you
i just was
was afraid
angry
angsty

i’m sorry i wasnt nice
i’m sorry i couldn’t be
or clean the bathroom
or anything else

i wish you knew
how much
there is so much
to talk about
that i feel

ouch
i hurt you
again

i’m sorry
i’m sorry it’s this way
i wasn’t planning it
to end up
being so far away
from you

it was supposed to be different
but instead
i became defiant
in my own beliefs
in what I had felt
this all the anger boiling up
how angry I am
at you
how could
cant you see i’m torn
cant you see
that i am
alone

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