In My View

It wasn’t always like this

Mirrored
Felt inside
me

My heart’s desire
Aching
Ponding
with life

I can’t
I whisper to myself
I can’t
The steel hand tightens
Memories of consequences
Reoccur

Live your life
I pull the playing card
Might as well enjoy it
I giggle
But a stern look
A force
Speaks
Remember who you are

As I worry myself
I lose the process
How can I be both
If I am worried

I’ll have to start over

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