Earth Sun Moon Goddess

Began as an eruption
broken glass, shattered heart
All my eyes could see was dark
Ness
Loved lacked
My eyes also turned back
to the past
mistakes
regrets

As I imagined it to be
The love I seek isn’t as far apart

Eyes stared upon the sun
light
giving me life
which I please
to be
content
as
sun rays
shine on me

Embracing my love

I realized I wasn’t alone
I am my own home

Steps into the grass, water near
My sensitivity heightened
For I fear that I become
involved
in others fears

For what I feel
I feel their pain
I feel what they think
And it keeps me in my mind

I hold my boundaries
that I’ve built

From the forest, from the sky

The many colors, pink, blue, orange yellow
A hue of the heavens
A hue of
my soul and stars

I can’t be bothered
With
other people’s
minds

time passes by

I am tired
I feel, I feel,
like crying
tears, tears,
fall down my cheek
emotionally
indefinitely
all this melancholy
keeps me thinking

where does it come from
fear
to think
Overthink and pensar (think)

I just want the answers.
the answers please

now am I
making
a big mistake?
my head hurts and I am
tired

I go or try to go
with the flow, I want to sleep
Are sheep eating
I am
hungry

feeling others emotions
empathetic but didn’t not realize the gift I had
what use can I do when I am not
using
my head and heart
for love

Tonight

A piece to the puzzle
But you’re all sudoku
I don’t understand you
I don’t know what to do

it isn’t confusion
it it haziness in the fog
my mentality cannot fathom
wrap itself
around your cause

sparks fly
tension builds
our egos clash
anxiety shot up to the gils
our breath short
minds tender fixate
on what we most crave

so what will it be
you
or
me

an impression

soothe
touch
senses
everything falls apart, everything
drifted
lavender blooms in my heart
rustling in the wind
watered by the rain
resurrected by the sun

my mind
candle burning
waxing dripping
mind thinking
the light

breath becomes air

eyes look green
browns looks clean
nose like my father’s

i see me
i see when I am put together
and I see me discombobulated

emotions like
the weather

us and you
me and we
all these personalities
and the facts, faces, flip side of
life

i taste the fruits
golden pears
silver nutmegs
Mother Goose taught me well
How to brush my hair

I love you
Strong, striking, stunning
Every step you take
The future holds something
Magnificent
Wonderful
Special
Like you
Like you
I love who you are
Everything you’ve grown up to be
Is everything how it should be
Seeker of light
Lover of life
A smile in your eyes

it was difficult

i felt held back
restricted from my own voice
because I didn’t know
where to go
i was afraid of making the wrong choice

i didn’t want to listen
i didn’t feel like you would care
or know how much it means
when you say yes or no
even though sometimes I don’t believe you know
me
or
what i’m feeling

as if you could make all the decisions
what about me
dont i get to voice my opinions?

all mighty

God I ask you please
how do I
let go of these
unnecessary things?
How do I create?
Love?
Abandon what no longer serves me
I need
I want
To learn

Feel me
I want to understand
To no longer look through the looking glass
But through
my own eyes
Realize
What has been in front of me

Whatever
I ask
Whatever
This can be harsh, this world
But I am optimistic

I don’t want to feel
Sometimes
It can be
sad
scary
I think about your words
And the dreams
Please let me
be seen
be free

I can’t feel you
sometimes
i’m sorry
I just want to learn

But I am learning
To be heard