transcendence

up and arising,
tears shining
mind, body floating
swimming
in
everything I once knew

steam blown
in my direction

she felt my afflictions
my affirmations

time traveled
into
my own dimensions

to resonate with the words
I heard
you speak to me

and I felt you
feel me

so that everything I felt
everything I touched
was real

as living this life
my lives intertwined
captured through my heart
as my beats soar
as I lie in bed
feeling
fulfilled
feeling

alive

she is with me

my sacred goddess
love of
my life
give me
light
life
might
strength
tenderness
aches from my soul

Will I return to the heavens
Will I be held
in your arms
Again

Warmth from the sun
Closeness like the moon
Goddess
I am here for you
I am here for you

Strength

Strength in my hands
in my eyes
ground is shaking
hold tight
fires set ablaze warmth from the sun
the breeze
in my face
the ocean
the water
beckons my call

I am the elements
I am strength

The lights

in the midst of things
life swirls before me
the love
the anguish
heart break and fear
the beauty, the arts,
the scope of all my tears

as I reflect back from my journey of my life
the path of my heart
trenches filled with fear
I fear not my fox
For I am guided by light
A force so strong
All can hear

She’s with me
I smile
She’s always been here

Through these days

What grounds me?
The Earth beneath my feet
The Sun on my cheeks
Books to read
And the freedom to think

Water in my hand
My heart opens up
to the future
of my presence

Sadness begins to fade
Worries fall down from my face
As I begin to clear up my day
Start
aura
Aurora is a pretty name

I start to remember mine
Natalie

Sadness begins to fade

Earth Sun Moon Goddess

Began as an eruption
broken glass, shattered heart
All my eyes could see was dark
Ness
Loved lacked
My eyes also turned back
to the past
mistakes
regrets

As I imagined it to be
The love I seek isn’t as far apart

Eyes stared upon the sun
light
giving me life
which I please
to be
content
as
sun rays
shine on me

Embracing my love

I realized I wasn’t alone
I am my own home

Steps into the grass, water near
My sensitivity heightened
For I fear that I become
involved
in others fears

For what I feel
I feel their pain
I feel what they think
And it keeps me in my mind

I hold my boundaries
that I’ve built

From the forest, from the sky

The many colors, pink, blue, orange yellow
A hue of the heavens
A hue of
my soul and stars

I can’t be bothered
With
other people’s
minds

A Breathe of Fresh Air

Empty space
Dead phone lines
My crying self, tears in my eyes
Heart aching and something is missing

Where am I feeling this
What am I feeling?

Digging deeper
Solutions are bubbling
I give my life a chance
And I start believing
In me
In we

Transformation begins in light into dark
When things fall apart

I feel close

I feel loved
Finally I connect
with myself
And above

With her
with me
Now I begin journey
Now I can be able to love

One step at a time
Everything starts to bloom before that can happen
I must remember to let go

Slowly but surely
I am on my way
To becoming
Whole again

Four Walls

These four walls
Have witnessed everything

My aging thoughts
Creases on my skin
Laugh lines turned upside down
Tear stained pillows

Of every second

Observant, quiet, unassuming
Like a friend

and pink

These four walls
have kept
My soul
My heart
free from the gravity of Earth

These four walls have held me
Kept me safe

while my youth still alive, plays

With her imagination

Her dolls
her stuff toys

These four walls
holds the records
to my existence

A collection of constellations

As I move through the sky
stars shine bright
lit across the night
everything I know
flies by

rush to see the answer
more than again
i go back to
the beginning
where it all began

My mistakes push me forward
As I recollect my thoughts
I can’t believe my life is real
i cant believe I am the one

I sense something bigger
is asked of me
something bigger
to set us free

Only I can achieve this
I have the key
to my dreams
and reality

Keepin my head up

Open honest communication
Feeling myself lately
understanding the
decision making

keep it coming
open up ya mind
let all the inside
penetrate my mind

cheese pieces
munchies on the weekends
I remember the youth
as if it was all peaches

simpler times
simpler minds
can i open up ya mind
with the light inside
love and skies
limitless
you and I